Sitting in my Chair

  2021 “I want the pain to stop so bad.     It is the emotional pain, flashbacks, racing thoughts that have been getting me since the funeral.     Some people use drugs or drink, but sex has always been my vice, and it has been years since it was a problem.”     I want so badly to just open up and tell you every little detail about my dating horrors of the last three years, but two of the men have passed away.  Therefore, out of respect for their families, I will not go into detail about them.  I don't want to use my experiences to hurt anyone.  A few of the men I have dated have become great friends.  I just blocked a man who didn't even know me but decided it was a good idea to tell me that I have nice boobs.  I want to scream at the insanity.   I always try to see the best in anyone I meet, but it gets harder and harder these days. Let us go back to where it all started.  David passed away on 10/7/2020.  I was a hot mess and completely out of control.  I was living with our

  Well hello.  I know it's been a while but I spent two months in Cookeville! I just became a grandma again to a beautiful baby boy named Koen!  Thanksgiving and Christmas were wonderful.  However with all this fun comes the painful consequences.  I had a bad MS relapse and died on December 27, 2023.  Lucky for me I wasn't alone at Walmart and the ambulance was already in the parking lot.  I have missed blogging and all the wonderful conversations on social media.  I hope you get back into the swing of things soon.  I manage to work one day a month at the music store but the trips to Cookeville have become more difficult.  I miss my family more than anything.   Love you all Tina Louise