I haven’t written much lately because I’ve been dealing with some pretty dark feelings. October 7 was a year since we lost David and I made the trip with his ashes to Hot Springs alone. People talk about being lonely but this is beyond loneliness. I feel like part of me is gone forever and I don’t know what to do. I get up each day and I try, but it never gets easier.
I thought I would update you on my love life because dating is ridiculous in 2021. Nicholas and I broke up. Scott aka Kirk came back into my life but he left as quickly as he arrived proving that David was right about him! Even as a friend he is and will always be a user!
I have been dating some but nothing serious. I tend to focus most of my time on my grandchildren, and most men are not grandpa material. Christopher and I remain close friends as he is the best friend a girl could have in this insane world.
Today I got a contract sent to me for my book. I have been on cloud 1000 all afternoon! My life is slowly changing for the best. I reckon God has me on a journey to find out who my friends are now.