Thanksgiving 2021

Good Morning and Happy Thanksgiving. I am here in Cookeville visiting my family. We had our dinner yesterday because my sister had to work today. I have had so much fun with my nieces and nephews, so I should be happy and thankful...right? I am sad to report that I am depressed. I miss David so much and I know he would want me to be happy, but I want to run home and lock out the world. I hate for people to see me cry especially when they are having a good time.

Well, I have to cheer up because my son is getting married on December 1, 2021, to an amazing young woman who has become a daughter to me. It will be another reminder that I am alone but my niece offered to be my plus one and she is so excited.

On the dating scene, I am about to give up. I have spoken to more men than I ever wanted to and the dates have been horrible. I have a story to write about it, but it just keeps getting worse. I fell in love with Nicolas but he couldn't or wouldn't reciprocate my feelings. The decision not to date is rather easy after everything I have encountered. I spent an hour deleting numbers and blocking men on Facebook. I just do not care to hear their spill anymore. It is all smoke and mirrors. The lines get worse and worse with each hello in my chatbox. Are there any men left that want to love a good woman? I pray that there is because right now I feel hopeless.

Much Love

Tina Louise

Comments

We have to stop meeting like this....

Tonight I talked to myself. I said,” self, why do you feel the way you do?” Then I said,” self, we have to stop meeting like this because it's one o'clock in the morning”! I laughed because regardless of the predicament I find myself in, sometimes I don't understand why I do the things I do. Have you ever had a random thought and wondered, “why did I think about that?. I try to ignore my random thoughts and feelings, but sometimes they just come out when I least expect it. Example 1 ~ When I forget to take my medication, I feel everything. The depression, sadness, and pain flood in, and all I can do is cry myself to sleep. Example 2 ~ I was watching season three of Anne with an E tonight, and it hit me. I was crying and feeling very sad. I should be happy because it was a beautiful ending. However, my mind was thinking about how they loved each other in their youth and found each other again. Right now, in my life, love songs and anythi...

Shefit $10 off Code

http://i.refs.cc/0oBbv8Di?smile_ref=eyJzbWlsZV9zb3VyY2UiOiJzbWlsZV91aSIsInNtaWxlX21lZGl1bSI6IiIsInNtaWxlX2NhbXBhaWduIjoicmVmZXJyYWxfcHJvZ3JhbSIsInNtaWxlX2N1c3RvbWVyX2lkIjo0MjUzODkxMzJ9

Engaged

You read it right! I am engaged! Patrick Flatt is my fiancé! Life has changed so much since Christmas. I have never been so in love and felt so much love from any man. Patrick is the mostly loving and kind man that I have ever known. Well except for my grandpa Phil and it would be impossible to completely match my grandpa! We have set a date for September 20, 2026. I pray we will be able to get married in the church my great grandparents (Stevens) started years ago in Monterey, Tennessee. I could write all day about the unselfish love Patrick shows me, but you really have to meet him. Well I am off to spend more time with the grandchildren. Much Love, Tina Louise

Sitting in my Chair

Search This Blog