Sitting in my Chair

 I am 100% not ok.  The life I dream of and the current situation couldn’t be further apart.  Family is good.  My health is not so good.  My relationship with Patrick isn't very good.  I feel like a big fat failure.  I know it isn’t all my fault but in times like these, I tend to blame myself for everything.  What could I have done differently?  What did I do so wrong?  For now, I have given it to God.  I know despite myself getting in the way, that God will handle this situation and I will be ok after the dust settles.   On a different subject, I promise I am coming out of writer's block.  Book 2 is done….just needs editing  Much Love Tina Louise

I’m sorry it’s been so long since I wrote, because my life has just been so busy, so busy with the grandkids and my health.  Patrick and I have been together for over a year now and it has been hard but we made it.  I’m so very blessed and thankful that I have such a beautiful family, but the multiple sclerosis is really kicking my butt.  My days of being able to mask the problems are over.  I love you all and appreciate your continued love and support!   Tina Louise