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Dear God HELP


 I am 100% not ok.  The life I dream of and the current situation couldn’t be further apart.  Family is good.  My health is not so good.  My relationship with Patrick isn't very good.  I feel like a big fat failure.  I know it isn’t all my fault but in times like these, I tend to blame myself for everything.  What could I have done differently?  What did I do so wrong?  For now, I have given it to God.  I know despite myself getting in the way, that God will handle this situation and I will be ok after the dust settles.  

On a different subject, I promise I am coming out of writer's block.  Book 2 is done….just needs editing 

Much Love

Tina Louise

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