I have spent my days crying and praying. All my thoughts and feelings have been racing. I had searched my soul. I was determined to wait for Scott. I wasn’t going to give up on him. I wrote him letters only for him to block all avenues of communication. Empathy made me blind. My heart and brain are finally in sync! I see that no matter what I say or do, Scott isn’t the man God meant to love me. When you love someone the way I loved Scott and David, it can be so painful to let go. You want to see the man they can be, and you highlight the positives while ignoring the negative. **** the days of being cheated on! I am worth more, and I finally see that. I am not talking bad about David because he has paid for his sins, but the scars he left hurt me for years.
My fairytale is coming true but with a real prince.
I have met someone. I am keeping our relationship all to myself for as long as I can. I wasn’t looking for anything when he walked into my life. We are going on our first date soon. He asked me out on a bona fided date! He is respectful and so loving to me. I have honestly never experienced this type of relationship. He likes me just the way I am. He doesn’t want to change me, but most of all, he gets me.
Like I have always said. Never give up on yourself or happiness! Sometimes you have to dig through the rocks to find a diamond.