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I have spent my days crying and praying.  All my thoughts and feelings have been racing.  I had searched my soul.  I was determined to wait for Scott.  I wasn’t going to give up on him.  I wrote him letters only for him to block all avenues of communication.  Empathy made me blind.  My heart and brain are finally in sync!  I see that no matter what I say or do, Scott isn’t the man God meant to love me.  When you love someone the way I loved Scott and David, it can be so painful to let go.  You want to see the man they can be, and you highlight the positives while ignoring the negative.  **** the days of being cheated on!  I am worth more, and I finally see that.  I am not talking bad about David because he has paid for his sins, but the scars he left hurt me for years.  

My fairytale is coming true but with a real prince.  

I have met someone.  I am keeping our relationship all to myself for as long as I can.  I wasn’t looking for anything when he walked into my life.  We are going on our first date soon.  He asked me out on a bona fided date!  He is respectful and so loving to me.  I have honestly never experienced this type of relationship.  He likes me just the way I am.  He doesn’t want to change me, but most of all, he gets me.  

Like I have always said.  Never give up on yourself or happiness!  Sometimes you have to dig through the rocks to find a diamond.  

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