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A day alone

I awakened today to a silent house.  Alexandria was visiting Tyler's family with the new baby, and David was in Cookeville, helping our son for the day.  His hand is out of commission, so having his dad to help give him time to rest.

No one came to visit, not one phone call or even a message today.  So, it felt like a mini-vacation.  I don’t have much energy, so I did right to make it back forth to the restroom. I swear at one point my dog rolled her eyes at me as I cursed the Lasix the kidney doctor put me on.  I have grown to hate the bathroom.  Sometimes when I tell my grandson that I will be right back that I am going to the restroom, he says, “again.”   (haha haha). Laughter is excellent medicine, and lately, that is all I have, or else I will curl up and cry.

Enough about my bathroom habits...

Have you watched the news?  It is insane that the people are becoming the monsters they claim to hate.  It is so confusing and contradictory to what the movement claims are their mission.

I won't lie. It all has me feeling so depressed because the CDC claims that the virus is killing more people, and black men are killing black men, some of which were dedicated law enforcement.  It is crazy! Why would black people murder their people while claiming to fight law enforcement for unjustly killing a black man?  I can’t even post much right now on social media because I feel it will fall on deaf ears.  Riots are breaking out, and communities are being destroyed.  Everyone seems to be angry, and most posts are filled with hate or politics.  It makes it hard to spread love and positivity when everything you see is gloom and doom, but tomorrow I am going to do just that!

This little man right here is my light in the darkness, but I fear for his future as the world is sick.  We need healing in every way possible!

Much Love

Tina


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