Please Pray for my Daughter & her Family

I have been beside myself with worry since I learned that Ashley, Matthew, Ellie, and Elijah have covid-19. Then Ashley had an ER visit but they sent her home. Janna messaged me that Ellie had RSV and Covid so I haven't slept much. I continue to light candles and pray. I want to wrap my arms around them and be there when they need a sip of water or a warm blanket. Yesterday I was sent a picture of Ashley in the ER and I had a total meltdown. It looked just like the pictures David sent me. She had on the B-pap which isn't a good sign. I feel so helpless because there is nothing I can do. I want to be there and hold her while she sleeps. I know she is a grown woman but she will always be my baby!!!!

Matthew 17:17 & 18 Then Jesus answered and said, O faithless and perverse generation, how long shall I be with you? how long shall I suffer you? bring him hither to me. 18) And Jesus rebuked the devil, and he departed out of him: and the child was cured from that very hour.

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We have to stop meeting like this....

Tonight I talked to myself. I said,” self, why do you feel the way you do?” Then I said,” self, we have to stop meeting like this because it's one o'clock in the morning”! I laughed because regardless of the predicament I find myself in, sometimes I don't understand why I do the things I do. Have you ever had a random thought and wondered, “why did I think about that?. I try to ignore my random thoughts and feelings, but sometimes they just come out when I least expect it. Example 1 ~ When I forget to take my medication, I feel everything. The depression, sadness, and pain flood in, and all I can do is cry myself to sleep. Example 2 ~ I was watching season three of Anne with an E tonight, and it hit me. I was crying and feeling very sad. I should be happy because it was a beautiful ending. However, my mind was thinking about how they loved each other in their youth and found each other again. Right now, in my life, love songs and anything sappy makes me cry.

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Beauty in the chaos

Early voting started Friday, so I went to town and voted in the States Primary. It was a peaceful drive, and then Friday night, we watched the movie 2012. There are so many theories and conspiracies floating around online that the movie made me think about all of them. My thoughts quickly turn to religion and how none of us know when our lives will end. Humanity has gotten it wrong, so many times, and religious leaders continue to attempt to guess, but even the Bible says no one knows. One thing that I know for sure is the earth is a breathtaking place, and I continue to find small glimpses of its beauty amidst the chaos. Just yesterday, we went to Fall Creek Falls State Park, and I took a dip in the cold water. Families and children were everywhere, laughing and playing. You would never think that the USA is in an uproar. I saw no signs of social distancing or a pandemic. I didn't see any mask. Men were walking their dogs, and the beautiful smells of wood burning flo

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