How are you doing today? Well, I am barely keeping it together. I continue to tell myself that my life could be worse, so I remain thankful for my blessings. My Multiple Sclerosis started to relapse yesterday, and I don't know what to do to calm down my nerves.
Does life ever hit you so hard that you start laughing like you just smoked a bowl of weed? That is my life. That is how I feel inside right now! I don't know from one day to the next where I will be living, and it is starting to drive me a little crazy. I have moved six times since April, and if I have to move again right now, I will put a tent in the woods. I am to the point that I do not want to live with humans anymore!
My Insurance representative came to access my health. Months ago I had given her my book, so yesterday she told me what she thought. She said, “You sure carry an enormous amount of anger inside of you.” Then she brought up a part of Chapter one, and when I explained, she informed me that she had not read the entire book. I just rolled my eyes and redirected the conversation. I hate fake people who eat you up to your face but never follow through on their promises.
This evening I got into a disagreement with David because someone is hovering around me all the time. I have no time to write or be creative, so I give up. He, in turn, got mad and stormed out of the room. Everyone needs time to be alone and reflect and create.
I am trying to bury the past and make a new life here, but honestly, I don't know if I ever will.
Today a dear friend of mine, Michael Prater, messaged me while he was waiting for my son to open the music store so he could buy some guitar strings. Then he sent me this beautiful photo of his guitar. We ended up talking for hours about life, kids, and music. He has always been someone I could talk to no matter what was going on in my life. I truly cherish our friendship.
Gibson sure made some beautiful instruments.
Love~Laughter~Truth
Tina
Does life ever hit you so hard that you start laughing like you just smoked a bowl of weed? That is my life. That is how I feel inside right now! I don't know from one day to the next where I will be living, and it is starting to drive me a little crazy. I have moved six times since April, and if I have to move again right now, I will put a tent in the woods. I am to the point that I do not want to live with humans anymore!
My Insurance representative came to access my health. Months ago I had given her my book, so yesterday she told me what she thought. She said, “You sure carry an enormous amount of anger inside of you.” Then she brought up a part of Chapter one, and when I explained, she informed me that she had not read the entire book. I just rolled my eyes and redirected the conversation. I hate fake people who eat you up to your face but never follow through on their promises.
This evening I got into a disagreement with David because someone is hovering around me all the time. I have no time to write or be creative, so I give up. He, in turn, got mad and stormed out of the room. Everyone needs time to be alone and reflect and create.
I am trying to bury the past and make a new life here, but honestly, I don't know if I ever will.
Today a dear friend of mine, Michael Prater, messaged me while he was waiting for my son to open the music store so he could buy some guitar strings. Then he sent me this beautiful photo of his guitar. We ended up talking for hours about life, kids, and music. He has always been someone I could talk to no matter what was going on in my life. I truly cherish our friendship.
Gibson sure made some beautiful instruments.
Love~Laughter~Truth
Tina
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