Sleepy Day 1.12.2020

Today was just not my day. Nothing I did could wake me up, NOT EVEN COFFEE!

I slept all day, so grandpa watched Jackson all day with no help from grandma! I have to say I am super proud, and they must have hit boredom because they organized and cleaned Jackson’s bedroom. Let me tell you that is no easy task.

I did get up for lunch because I will never turn down Grandpa’s homemade pancakes and bacon. The MS fog lifted around 5 pm, and I was able to get up and eat. Grandpa continues to outdo himself with the fried chicken! Then Jackson and I recorded our nightly storytime, and I upload the video to Facebook for the family. My TikTok family has surpassed 1000. I never thought I would know 1000 people, but I see their faces and bam I know who they are by name, but it’s usually only by their quirky usernames. I love each one of them and the positivity & laughter they feed into the online universe! Well, I am going to hit the hay! I need more sleep to avoid another crash landing.

Much Love,

Tina

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