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Peaceful Day

Good evening readers!  I had a slow start this morning.  My legs hurt from the Multiple Sclerosis, and I have new open wounds from the Hidradenitis Suppurativa.

Today I had no choice but to start the morning pain management.  I hate feeling groggy, but it’s better than lying in bed, crying.  While in the restroom, braiding my hair, I encouraged myself to sit in the living room.  I did my makeup and talked to Alexandria while she got ready for work.  I had my berries and bagel for breakfast, with coffee and ice water.

Austin brought Kai to visit us today, so we went outside and watched the boys play on the Jeep and Tractor.  Watching them play together fills me with so much joy.  The rest of the day was pleasant and quiet.  Overall I am going to say this was a beautiful day!

I continue to enjoy making videos to encourage love, peace, and awareness.  I choose to avoid news reports today.  The ignorance is running wild in DC.

Love Y'all



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