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This morning I woke up early to the ground covered in snow...then I crashed.  I barely remember eating the blt David picked up at the gas station.  I forgot my coffee, shower, medicine, as I went to sleep hard and fast.  I woke up around noon and watch the President’s Lawyers rock in the Senate!  Then the pain started, and I was in a rotten mood for the rest of the day.  I have managed to message with a few people, but I haven't left my pajamas.   Finally, this afternoon after jamming with my grandson, I read him a bedtime story.  Then we turned on Disney +, and he drifted off to sleep watching Lady & the Tramp.  I love you all and hope you have a good night.  -Tina

P. S.  I just checked my email, and my Dermatologist at Vanderbilt wrote my prescription for Taltz.  For those who followed me before I went off all diets, supplements, and I stick strictly to what my doctors as a team prescribe me.  Due to kidney disease, I only have seven active prescriptions.  I am still losing weight with a healthy diet and zero exercises.  My movement is typical daily tasks, and they are limited.  I occasionally dance, but I am careful.  I want to get better, not worse.  I know my depression is to blame for some of it, but I don’t get hungry very often.  My grandson eats healthy and prefers fruits, nuts, vegetables, chicken, and grains.  Other than organic milk, he doesn’t drink much except ice water and Gatorade.


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