I don’t mind the cold if we have snow. This rain and gloom have me feeling very depressed, so I took this opportunity to turn on Fox News and recreate my 1990’s hairstyle. Janna curled my hair, and David picked me up some hair spray down at the dollar general. My little dog Hannah sat here watching me as I teased and sprayed. I was also doing a TikTok Live, so I got a few laughs from my friends. In the end, they all said I did a good job. What do you think? I need to lose more weight, get some sun and hair dye, but it felt good. The memories of Ginger teasing my hair in 7th grade made me smile. Those were the good ole days......
Tonight I talked to myself. I said,” self, why do you feel the way you do?” Then I said,” self, we have to stop meeting like this because it's one o'clock in the morning”! I laughed because regardless of the predicament I find myself in, sometimes I don't understand why I do the things I do. Have you ever had a random thought and wondered, “why did I think about that?. I try to ignore my random thoughts and feelings, but sometimes they just come out when I least expect it. Example 1 ~ When I forget to take my medication, I feel everything. The depression, sadness, and pain flood in, and all I can do is cry myself to sleep. Example 2 ~ I was watching season three of Anne with an E tonight, and it hit me. I was crying and feeling very sad. I should be happy because it was a beautiful ending. However, my mind was thinking about how they loved each other in their youth and found each other again. Right now, in my life, love songs and anything sappy makes me cry.
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