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I am done! *warning rant video

I hate writing about horrible people, but I am sick of the games people like to play.  I get up this morning to a nasty message from my friend's estranged wife.  Over the last two years, I have talked to her, but it was solely to help her sons.  We were never friends.  We never socialized and rarely even spoke on Facebook messenger.   Her sons are fantastic kids and deserve a good momma, so I tried to encourage her to go home and be a mom.  I also knew my friend wanted his wife back, so I gave her sound advice.  I spent time and money trying to help the children.  I went to court with her when she tried to get a restraining order on her boyfriend.  However, I found out later that she took the baby to drugs control that situation.  Even now, she continues to use drugs.  When she had the baby with her boyfriend, DCS took the baby, and now her mother is raising another child.  I am done!  Somethings, you have to give to God as you walk away.


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We have to stop meeting like this....

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