Court, Disabilities and Color

Yesterday I had a telephone conference with a Judge over my Choice program. I qualify for Medicaid and Choices group 3, but a rule to Group 3 is that you must be receiving SSI. I appealed the decision a few months ago, and the judge will give his decision on May 6, 2020. Now that I am divorced, and David is disabled, they do not count him as a caregiver. Alexandria is fixing to have a baby, and she already has a three-year-old toddler, so she will be back to work six weeks after she has Jeremiah. I stopped receiving the food boxes from mom's meals because the rice had plastic in it, so if the judge doesn’t approve my choices caregiver, then I will be in a predicament.

Yesterday the doctor ordered a CT of David’s brain because it is looking more and more like he has Neuroborreliosis from Lyme Disease. Diabetes and Lyme Disease were terrible enough, but now Dr. Gaw is talking about Lumbar Puncture. Dr. Todd took out his PICC line and said this was David’s ”new normal”, but the headaches have been painful. He is also having significant bone pain. I do pray they do something to make him more comfortable soon. I hate seeing him in pain.

Today Brittany came up and colored my hair. I am pleased with it! I have a layer of orange and a layer of purple under my dark brown locks. I have never had bleach or vibrant colors on my hair, so this was a beautiful experience. Jackson is still visiting his dad, so the house is super quiet. I am exhausted just from the mental strength it takes to keep up with everything in my life.

The governor is opening Tennessee back up May 1, 2020, but I think the kids are out for the summer.

Well, I am going to hit the hay!

Love your faces!

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