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Mental Health Evaluation

So. I’m not crazy!  I never really thought I was, but today I went and had it confirmed.  The doctor said I am doing quiet well considering everything that I survived.  My medical provider didn’t change my medication and told me to continue counseling to work out my depression from the current events of the last year.  I was fortunate that the doctor is also an ex Jehovah's Witness, so she understands the shunning practices because I choose not to practice the cult religion.

I have to take a nap during the day, but as long as I don’t overdo it and avoid toxic situations, I think I am going to continue to have positive growth in my life.  My home life is stable, my doctors are stable, and my medications are stable.  Other than the relationship issues between Ashley and me, I have a positive support system and healthy relationships within my circle of trust.  My sister is still going to visit me and take small road trips, even of Tenncare cuts my benefits.

I continue to have goods days followed by many bad days when it comes to my life with Multiple Sclerosis, but my attitude about it all is slowly changing in a more positive direction.

I have no responsibilities or deadlines other than doctor appointments once a month, so I am enjoying my grandson while on my path to discovering my spirituality.  I don't know what I believe anymore when it comes to Spirituality or Politics.   However, I have decided to vote with what I know to be factual and leave the rest to those who get paid to worry about it.

I feel like I have always had a good relationship with God, but now I am free from indoctrination so I can think for myself and find out what I do believe.  I started today by watching some documentaries on all the different religions of the world.  I know for sure if it has to do with evil, then I DO NOT want any part of it in my life.  I am a warrior, but my heart is full of love and kindness.

Love~Laughter~Truth

Tina

This picture is of my new kitten,” tiny tigger.” I hope to get to bring him home soon, but for now, he is safe at my sisters.



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